Through the eyes of a Troubled Girl

Everyone looks so unfamiliar
The moist grass feels unfamiliar under my toes and
The same locations that I have attended are becoming unfamiliar to me
So unfamiliar that I no longer recognize the small places I am suppose to fill anymore
Maybe because I simply have become unfamiliar
I have transformed into nothing but a hallow tree that has lost all of its leaves
I feel empty because like destiny loneliness never stops calling your name and has formed a pit of darkness around you that never unleashes itself
Is this my fate?
To have everyone around me become unfamiliar to me through simple acts of betrayal
To be unfamiliar to myself
Because of them
I FEEL RAGE
Rage towards the demons that tear down my world
Is this in my head?
Screaming to where I can only hear
Don’t tell nobody
Don’t tell a soul
For the sake of my insanity
It’s either you or me
You or me that will soon fade away from
The sharpness of my blade.

Silent Scream

It’s the people we love most that hurt us.

Most people make the mistake of thinking it will be someone unknown to our world, but yet it’s the very few individuals we let in it.

These individuals always cut the deepest.

Maybe because they failed to reach our expectations                                                               Of always being there,                                                 Of always filling the emptiness,                             Of always making us happy….

Instead at some point they commit a simple act of betrayal that does not impact them but burns us for forever.                                                 Well…. almost forever unless somebody comes, but nobody did

Nobody came to heal the bruises.                             Nobody came to heal the deep cut.                          And now I’m dangerous because of it

Now I’m that crazy bitch because of it.                 Now I’m black and blue because of it.

Nobody came

Because nobody knew

And nobody ever will